Like the bio says, Existential nihilist. Misanthrope. Self-hating narcissist. Control issues. ASD. Self-medicating, diagnosed borderline, avoidant & schitzotypal otrovert (the axis II greatest hits).
Having eventually sought advice from a medical professional for assorted (sometimes well-hidden but deepening) emotional issues one of the things recommended was keeping some kind of journal. Or diary. Like a teenage girl. Not really my thing, so like I have done pretty much all my life I took an idea and deconstructed, bastardised, bent, shaped and warped it to suit me.
The result is this. A web site (I’d say ‘of sorts’, but realistically it is exactly what it says on the fucking tin and whilst I’d love to come up with something more profound I’d only be lying to myself).
Thoughts and self-analysis dressed up as blog posts. No intention for anyone to ever see any of this but anonymised just in case.
Addendum: Jan 5th 2026
I’m really glad no-one sees this. Reading my posts all at once paints a genuinely horrific picture.
